i pretended to be happy.
i potrayed the happy go lucky image in front of everyone
i wear different masks in front of different people.
i try to 'pose' for the best photo in front of the camera.
but i know that we can never change reality
i wanted you to know that i love you.
i wanted you to smile
afterall, isnt life about searching for that everlasting smile?
maybe.
most probably.
the hopes of you and me together are far,
and maybe not even possible,
but still,
i just want to tell you that i havent give up.
and i dont think i ever will.

written on 16th july 2007
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Think of me,
think of me fondly,
when we've said goodbye
Remember me once in a while
please promise me you'll try
When you find that once again,
you long to take your heart back and be free
If you ever find a moment,
spare a thought for me...
Think of me,
think of me waking, silent and resigned
Imagine me, trying too hard to put you from my mind
Think of the things we'll never do
There will never be a day when I won't think of you...
i just cant help it.